Shawn

Sneakers or sandals?

2010-05-29T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sneakers of course!

Ask me anything

If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?

2010-05-29T22:16:00.001+08:00

Not very sure, the last movie I watched was "Kick-ass" and I find it cool, so... "Kick-ass"!

Ask me anything

formspring.me

2010-05-29T22:14:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/shawnjoshua

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2010-05-29T22:07:00.005+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/shawnjoshua

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2010-05-29T22:07:00.003+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/shawnjoshua

Do you believe in life after death?

2010-05-29T22:07:00.001+08:00

Definitely! I believe in eternity through Christ.

Ask me anything

Screwed up.

2009-12-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

Things have been rather screwed up now. Mainly spiritually, with my faith, and also church commitments. Sigh. But I guess what God is trying to teach me here is learning to say No. I guess a problem a always have is over-committing.

I'm currently having a 2-3 weeks break. Meanwhile I really want to work harder for my fitness and track. I really want take this time to train harder as my regular school curriculum doesn't allow me to. What's more my training is always hindered by my injuries; shin splint and sometimes pain in my ankle. Sigh.

But well, I'll definitely work much harder this break.

Signing off,
Shawn.

Twitter!

2009-11-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, sorry for such a late entry. I was rather busy and lazy to blog when I have some time. Oh btw, I've created a Twitter! Honestly I'm still very "raw" at it. So it'll take time for me to get better at it. =X Oh well.

Oh yeah, last week. It was insane, it was a real rough week for me. The main issue was about finance and faith. Firstly it all happened when my boss threatened me to cut my pay by 50% if I was unable to hand up an assignment.

It's actually like this, I worked for him for the last 2 weeks of my semester break, but I had one unfinished assignment. Honestly I didn't wanna do it anymore as school has started and I wanna concentrate on my school work, CCA and also to relax. But apparently that didn't seem possible. So I was given 2 options, either I finish up the assignment and get my full pay, or do nothing and only get 50% of my pay.

Honestly I was really stressed up by this, I could only do give up half of my pay, or slog my way through. The thing about the assignment is that it is a VERY difficult assignment and which will take me a few full days. As you all know I'm back in school and my own stuff, so sigh.

But I did pray a lot. I prayed to God for peace, guidance and also wisdom. I was really distracted by this matter and it often made me feel really upset. But one thing I always keep in my mind that God will make a way for me. If He leads me to it, He'll lead me through it. I just kept on meditating on those words which made feel better and peaceful.

So eventually I thought of just giving up and taking just half of my pay. But in the next morning, I realised a bicyle which my friend had lent me, got stolen. Arrgh That was another blow to me. Firstly, that bike is rather new and good, which means that it isn't cheap! Secondly, I'm already in debt as I owe my brother some cash. Lastly, I'm already having this pay-cut issue. Woo... It's like a Good Game situation for me man.

Though it seems like I'm a goner, but that didn't bring me down. I kept on believing that God will make a way for me, and just press on with faith. On the evening of the same day I realised the lost of the bike, all things was solved. Thank God. Firstly my boss just let me go and agreed to pay me full without me having to finish the assignment. Secondly I went to tell the bike's owner the truth. It was real tough, trust me. The fact that I do not know what to do after telling the truth just scares me. And lastly it just shows that God is faithful and awesome. He led me through all this mountains and test of life. Though this might seemed to be nothing big to some people, but I can say that, this one of the biggest things I've faced in face. As I have not really handled that much money before. Oh well, praise the Lord.

Alright, that's about it. Gotta go sleep. I'm real tired.

Signing off at 12.06am
Shawn

[The End]

You failed, loser.

2009-10-31T12:28:00.001+08:00

To the pathetic loser who knows who he/she is: Sorry, you failed, badly. HAHAHA. But I feel sorry for you man. My condolences...

Oh btw people, I'll update again and I've got a testimony to share. =)

Signing off at 12.28pm
Shawn

[The End]

Birthday wishlist.

2009-10-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Here's my birthday wishlist. Hint hint. Hahahahahhahaa.

Epiphone Semi-acoustic/acoustic guitar.
Rayban Aviators

Signing off at 1.37pm
Shawn

[The End]

First week of school.

2009-10-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

I'm currently at the mid point of the week, which is also my first week of the semester. I could say that things are going fine, though there are some hurdles, things are still fine. I thank God for that. Firstly I've got quite an insane timetable, which I really need to toughen up and get used to it. The craziest would be Tuesday, which is from 11am to 10pm. But I trust that the Lord will lead me through. =)

I had my first training in track, sprints today. It was definitely tiring, but I kinda enjoyed it. I know this is just the beginning and I know there are a lot more to come. But with God, all things are possible and He'll be there to strengthen me and guide me through.

But overall I still think that everything's fine. I really thank God for that.

Signing off at 10.43pm
Shawn

[The End]

Stucked in between.

2009-10-14T09:38:00.000+08:00

Honestly I'm stucked in between two major decisions that could or would very much change me, or at least the way I look. Sigh. How? This might sound unimportant or even dumb to some of you, but it definitely means a lot to me. If not I won't be so troubled now.

For some of you who didn't know, I left Track and Field and stop my event Javelin as I didn't really like it. But actually I have a thing for sprints and jumps. I always love them, but it's just that seeing how difficult it is to excell in them makes me pull back from it.

I had a conversation with a Track and Field senior of mine yesterday, and it made me really wanna go back to the track and try out sprints, as I think I won't be able to do jumps, unless I shed off most upper body mass? Okay now here's the thing. I stucked in between sprints or bodybuilding. But firstly let me say, the bodybuilding I'm talking about, it's not the professional kind and not that heavyweight catergory. Because I know what comes to your mind when you heard the word "Bodybuilding". That's not that kind I'm not a about. I'm just refering to my weight category and what I am now. That's the bodybuilding I'm talking about.

I can only do one as the two can't go together. It's always a dream for me to excell and jumps and sprints. But now workin out and bodybuilding have became a part of my life, it's seriously in my blood that I'll feel like crap if I stop just for ONE session. How? Sigh.

I've decided to give myself 2 weeks to consider, meanwhile I'll still workout as per normal. By right I can go back the next week as that's the first week of school, but that's my birthday week, so I just wanna relax a bit and not start that track trainings. So I'll have to make the decision by the following week...

Alright guys, shall head to work soon. Cya. =)

Signing off at 9.38am
Shawn

[The End]

Awesome Sunday.

2009-10-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

Today was a really awesome Sunday, it's been awhile since I had a Sunday like this. I thank God for everything, for today, even for the smallest thing like having an awesome breakfast.

I just realised that I had posted a lot of entries about my nightmares and dreams, but they mostly occurred during this semester break of mine. And after yesterday's nightmare, I realised I had been having a lot of nightmares recently, and they are VERY scary. That made me ponder, ponder about the fact that why do I have all these nightmares? I realised I have a lot of fears deep inside me. Just too much, and it keeps getting bigger and bigger till like it's eating me up. But somehow I don't know what actually I'm fearful of. I do know a handful of those fears, but, I don't know.

Yesterday's nightmare was, I can say one of the scariest nightmares I ever had. It totally spoilt my noon as I woke up in the noon, and I could still remember the details briefly. It's simply like this...

It was set in some place where it's full of people I know, or I could say that they are my friends. But the thing is that, they all are against me and I have no idea why. There are a lot of them and they were like trying to take or pin me down. I was literaly wrestling them all. Though I had the strength to overcome them, but they just kept coming, as if they wouldn't get tired. Hence that made me really tired, till an extent that I could no longer resist them. Then I out of no way or reason, I used my last resort, God. I remember holding onto one "friend's" shoulders and I just talked about God. I can't remember exactly what I said, but I know clearly it's and it's about God. Then things just started to get better, and in no time, I woke up.

That's about it. And after talking to Venetia about it. I realised these are fears deep inside me. To think of it, I have a whole list of fears, but I don't think I'll list them all out. They are rather personal and sensitive to share. Alright then, I've got work tomorrow. So cya peeps. =)

Signing off at 12.21am
Shawn

[The End]

2009-10-10T12:25:00.000+08:00

I feel like crap now. A sense of rejection and fear is upon me.

Actually I just woke up from a nightmare. Honestly I'm really sick of this. I get nightmares almost everynight. Arrgh man. WHY. It always makes me feel like shit. And this one, made me feel betrayal, fear, pain and rejection. Sigh.

Okay, my mood is rather bad because of that nightmare. Alright. Cya.

Signing off at 12.25pm
Shawn

[The End]

First week of work.

2009-10-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey what's up people. Just to update a bit; I've been rather busy these days, mainly working. Well, work is fine, I'm doing what I've learnt in school, but just a more advance version. It's also kinda refreshing and I guess this will gear me up for school which is in 2 weeks time.

But what I've learnt from work is that, every piece of work gotta be really detailed and full concentration gotta be put into it. It's not so much like school though, like there isn't as much stress as work. For me, sometimes I'll just slack while doing my work and don't really do my very best. And also, in work, I've no choice but to step out of my comfort zone and do things which I usually don't do, or suck at. Example, powerpoint and storyboarding. =X But I guess it's really good as it trains and gear me up. So currently I'm doing research and writing for script and storyboard, and then I'll be doing some filming.

Honestly I'm still not used to going home so late, though I used to do that everyday during semester 1. That's because I used to train 5 days a week on weekdays. But that's not the case when I'm having my semester break, but as I said, this working experience will gear me up, not only in doing the media stuff, but also the kind of timings I will need to face in the future. I still workout regularly in the gym, just that I gotta do after work. Though it might be kinda and tiring, but I used to that in school during semester 1! So I just need to get used to it again. =)

Alright, it's getting late and I need to sleep! Good night and God bless. =)

Signing off at 11.45pm
Shawn

[The End]

NS Song.

2009-10-03T13:32:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is my first day of work.

2009-10-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my first day of work. Honestly I'm quite scared as I don't know what to expect, and it'll be my first time officially working in the media industry. I'll be working for my lecturer, but I don't think I'm working directly under him. From what he told me, I'll be doing writing and filming. So hopefully work will be fine and I'm just working till my school reopens. =)

All the best to me. Pray for me brothers and sisters. =)

Signing off at 10.08pm
Shawn

[The End]

With or without you.

2009-09-29T14:09:00.001+08:00

I was watching Britain's Got Talent Season 3 on Youtube and I came across this performance by Hollie Steel in the Semi-Final. I don't know why watching her made me have a vision, a vision when I'm like 30-40+ and I have a daughter, and apperrently my only child. She is really beautiful, smart and talented, be it singing or dancing. Somehow in that vision, my wife passed away. It made me think how difficult it is to bring up a child, and some more on my own. I felt touched by just thinking of all these, "the love" in this father and daughter relationship, and all those movie footages of father and daughter just flashed through my mind.

[With or Without You by U2]

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

Signing off at 2.09pm
Shawn

[The End]

Another series of nightmares, AGAIN.

2009-09-27T09:48:00.000+08:00

I had another series of nightmare, this time it left me feeling really uncomfortable. It hit a lot of my deepest desires and fears, like bring my few most wanted desires to me, and bringing them away right infront of my eyes. It is painful.

I'm still having some headaches. Don't know whether is it because of the insufficient of sleep, or from Friday night...

Signing off at 9.48am
Shawn

[The End]

Hell of a night last night.

2009-09-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

I had one of my craziest night ever last night, or it can be said as morning as technically it's EARLY in the morning. It was really something, but it didn't feel good after that, but awesome experience I could say. Lol.

Signing off 9.54pm
Shawn

[The End]

Britian Got Talent Season 3 Performance

2009-09-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

Today was screwed up.

2009-09-24T17:10:00.000+08:00

What a weird weather. It was burning hot then it suddenly it was chilling cold. Well, I experienced that while I was jogging just now. Yeah I just came back from jogging by the way.

Today was screwed up, I woke up at almost 2pm! I really distest waking up so late, it makes me feel unhealthy and makes me feel like a lazy bum. But I didn't want to, I really couldn't sleep last night. Perhaps because I was too hungry and I didn't wanna eat anything as it was too late which it makes me felt very uncomfortable. But in the end I went to make a cup of hot cereal and that comforted me to sleep.

I feel really bad as I'm supposed to go to City Hall MRT this noon to help Donnie to give out tracks for "Urbane" (it's a grooming workshop hosted by my church, World Revival Prayer Fellowship church, and this time round it's for guys), but I woke up really terribly late and I did not go.

Alright I've got to wake up earlier tomorrow as I've got to go to the gym in the noon and head for my class chalet. =)

Signing off at 5.09pm

Shawn

[The End]

Tuna Sandwich with Mayo and my favourite Nutri Soy Milk for breakfast!

2009-09-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

I had some awesome breakfast, Tuna Sandwich with Mayo and my favourite Nutri Soy Milk which I drink every morning. Hahaha. Okay random.

Btw I just woke up not long ago, I for at least 9 hours I guess. This time I have some dreams again, but I don't really remember them. But I remembered that they are rather scary but not as scary as yesterday's. OH, I remembered one, I remembered Joel Mo and some other people from church asking me if I do my Quiet Time. Hahaha. Okay, I'm just supposed to do it after publishing this entry. =)

Yep, heading to the gym later with Roman and Rambo. Alright so that's it, God bless!

Signing off at 11.46am
Shawn

[The End]

Post Hari Raya

2009-09-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

Today is a Monday and it's a public holiday as it's a holiday in lieu of Hari Raya Puasa which is yesterday. I'm supposed to go to the gym today as it's a Monday, but the gym won't be open. Haha but nevermind...

I've been watching X Factor Season 6 on Youtube today, I guess quite interesting to hear good singings and seeing those through emotions. Well, it also has all the random people who are just so hilarious. Hahahaha. Alright.

Well I slept quite early last night, around 10.30pm, and I woke up at 10.30am this morning. Awesome hours of sleep. Haha. But well, I had quite a lot of crazy nightmares again. I could remember one very clearly. Somebody was after my life, I ran like mad, but in the end he still got me. He just ran past me and shot me in the back of my head and he ran off. I was still concious but I just fell forward. I could feel blood oozing out from the back of my head and I kept shouting for help is desperation. There are quite a few people around me I guess, then after that I woke up. Phew uh? Madness.

Hahah well, I went for a jog in the afternoon just now, it was quite crazy as I normally run in the late afternoon or evenings. I guess the insane weather was draining a lot of my energy, but stiil, good training. Alright that's it. =)

Signing off at 4.02pm
Shawn

[The End]

Matthew 15:11

2009-09-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

"What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean', but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean'." Matthew 15:11

I proclaim that in Jesus name! Amen.

Signing off at 12.20am
Shawn

[The End]

Another series of nightmares.

2009-09-17T13:11:00.000+08:00

It's a whole new day again. It was a long but not very peaceful sleep... I slept for about 11 hours, but it was filled with a whole load of nightmares, worse than last night's. But I can't really remember what they are. Yeah after thinking for awhile, I realised I almost forgotten all about it.

"Everytime I walked passed this stretch of road, pain and bitterness pierced into me. It reminds me of that memory which I do not want to remember. But yet, from time to time, the pain still appears."

Signing off at 1.10pm
Shawn

[The End]

Series of nightmares.

2009-09-16T12:44:00.000+08:00

I just woke up not long ago. I guess I didn't really have a good and peaceful sleep this time. Though it was rather long, it wasn't a peaceful one... I had a whole load of series of nightmares... I slept at maybe near 2am? Alright 10 hours of sleep, which is good enough. Actually I'm happy with just 8 hours of sleep, but since it's time for rest and it's holidays, so why not sleep a little more? Haha. =)

For me, I get nightmares when I do something intensive or excites my brain before I sleep. Example a game of Dota, or watched a war violence movie just right before I sleep? Sometimes it's just pondering about a certain matter which is just stucked in my mind. Or sometimes because of the fears I have deep inside me. Sometimes these fears just surfaced in my sleep, and though sometimes, when I'm not asleep, I tell myself I don't care about it or it's okay about it. But these nightmares just reminded me that I'm not okay with it and I'm still fearful of it.

I used to get nightmares very often, like everyday. Err sorry I suddenly lost my train of thoughts, was interrupted by something. Haha well. Well, it was quite a torture to have nightmares everyday. Sometimes I hear people saying that it's not right for guys to have nightmares, it's sissy and stuff. Well, I really wanna spank them for saying that. Not true dude or dudettes. Everyone has fears, and sometimes nightmares just comes randomly like from any memory you had from the day. So it's nothing wrong having nightmares.

Well enough said about nightmare, maybe I'll come back with a more full proofed infomation with reliable sources. Cya!

Signing off at 12.43pm
Shawn

[The End]

Good sleep.

2009-09-15T14:33:00.005+08:00

I've been sleeping quite a lot since Sunday. I thank God that I had all these long and peaceful sleep to recharge my body. Though not I'm still not feeling exactly great, but I still see this as a time of recharge. I've been sleeping for more than 10 hours and even up to 12 hours since Sunday night. I slept at around 1am last night and I woke up at 12pm. It was good, at least no nightmares, just simple and peaceful dreams the most...

Btw I just watched a movie called "Fight Club", if you're into cult movies, you should catch it. Well, it's quite a old movie, it was out in 1999. It starred Brad Pitt, Edward Norton and Helena Bonham Carter. I didn't know it's "that kind" of movie until I've watched halfway through, I thought it's just some fighting film, and Brad Pitt is in it, so why not? Haha but never to my surprise it was this kind of movie.

I mean "that kind" and "this kind" of movie as like... Non-mainstream movies? Weird movies? Well that's just in my opinion. Well, you guys could read more about the movie here. IMDb - Fight Club

So alright, I'm feeling so bored and dull suddenly, and I'm not feeling very good. Damn. I just wish there are something better coming up. Alright, ciao.

Signing off at 2.32pm
Shawn

[The End]

Kanye West = Asshole

2009-09-14T19:35:00.001+08:00

Okay. I'm usually not into all these Holywood gossips and stuff. But I really couldn't stand this. On The MTV Awards 2009 which is live on September 13, Sunday at 9pm ET, which is I guess it's morning around 9am in SIingapore, Taylor Swift won the award for "Best Female Video", and she was doing her acceptance speech and Kanye West went up on the stage and stole Taylor's mic and said,

"Yo Taylor, I'm really happy for you and I'll let you finish, but Beyonce has one of the best videos of all time!"

What the heck? Seriously. Kanye West not only stole her big time but also put her down with disrespect saying that though Taylor Swift won the award, but her video still can't be compared with Beyonce. Okay, I mean different people have different ways of seeing this and some people might like Beyonce's videos more than Taylor Swift's. I'm fan of both Taylor Swift and Beyonce, but what I can't stand is Kanye West's insanity.

Okay nevermind, I have a video of it. Watch it, and I bet you'll say this, "Poor Taylor, and Kanye West is officially an asshole."

Signing off at 7.35pm
Shawn

[The End]

Class Outing at Sentosa.

2009-09-12T22:26:00.005+08:00

Hey people. I just got up from a nap. As most of you all know, I went to Sentosa this morning with my secondary school classmates. Yep, it was pretty fun, except it could be better if I'm feeling good (I wasn't feeling exactly well), and if more people have gone. Well it is rather disappointing as a lot of our fellow classmates didn't go. It's bad enough that they didn't go, but it's worse when they criticise the outing EVEN when they didn't go. What nonsense seriously. I was the organiser, so insulting the outing would be a indirect insult to me.

Okay whatever. Yeah we didn't stay for very long actually, guess most of us are worn out and tired. But we had a intensive game of Captain's Ball and after that we were just slacking under the sun and just chatting away. We then went to wash up and head to Vivo for lunch, Carls Junior. So after that we went back and stuff.

I guess I'm having a slight sunburnt, so I have to apply those moisturizer and stuff. Hahah well. But thank God I'm feeling better after having a nap as I was having quite a headache and I could sense a fever coming in. But I guess I'm feeling better now. Just hope that I'll be fine tomorrow as I've got church to attend. Arrgh. Pray for me. Alright btw I've got some photos of today.

Signing off at 10.25pm
Shawn

[The End]

The double decker had arrived.

2009-09-11T23:17:00.001+08:00

The double decker bed had arrived. Because of that, we gotta move a lot of things and now, my house is in a mess. It's small enough, and now it's messy. Combo. Good game. Hahaha. Well, I'm currently having a lil sore throat and I'm going to Sentosa tomorrow. So hopefully I'll get a good night's rest and have an awesome day tomorrow! =)

Signing off at 11.15pm
Shawn

[The End]

Year 1 Sem 1 Last day of presentation

2009-09-11T14:14:00.002+08:00

Here are some photos I had on my last day of presentation in my semester 1. =)

Back again.

2009-09-11T02:29:00.000+08:00

Hey folks. Yes here I am again. I haven't been blogging, obviously. Actually I do have some stuff to blog about, mostly some personal stuff that I wanna share actually. But I guess I'll do it another day, it's getting late and I need to sleep. So I guys I'll just update you guys about the recent happenings and soon to happen events.

Well, the first semester of Year 1 in Media Studies and Management in NYP had officially ended, or I think it's ended because I don't think I have to retain or anything to do with that. I'm currently having my semester break now. It's a 7 weeks break and almost 3 weeks had passed by. Currently I'm not doing anything much but just slacking at home, and going out a little. But of course I still have my usual gym routines, in fact I'm gonna work a little harder in this break. So as per normal, I work out on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays.

In fact I'm trying to find a job, but I'm only interested in jobs that are related to the Media Industry. I've contacted a part time lecturerer of mine, whom he has his own company and I've worked for before. He's supposed to call me back but he haven't. So I guess I could only wait for him as he kinda "promised" me that he'll get me a job. But who knows? Haha.

Basically I'm recently got involved in the upcoming Knights For Christ Youth Camp; DOTA Camp and our upcoming Youth Christmas Event; Bright Christmas. I'll mainly be doing marketing and publicity though I haven't been much involved with the Youth Camp. So I'll be producing videos for the Bright Christmas soon. I'm currently planning and starting on some pre-production work. Though these productions would be rather amatuer as I don't have full professional equipments, I would still put in my utmost effort and attitude.

And yes, just something random. =X My room is gonna have a new double-decker bed, but it's for my siblings actually. Haha yeah, and it's coming tomorrow. Oh alright. That's about it. Cya peeps! God bless.

Signing off at 2.28am
Shawn J.

[The End]

WTF.

2009-08-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

Seriously man. Enough is enough. Things are bad enough, stop making things in my life worse. I've been feeling like shit these days. Not just because of that one thing, actually, well ok. It's all these shit. Sigh.

Firstly my mouse is screwed up, it keeps disconnecting out of no reason. I just I've been too voilent with it. Then my ear pierce, it's MALFUNCTIONED. I NEED TO REPLACE THEM. And now Facebook is having fun "bugging". Damn it. Screw all these. And seriously, I'm damn upset with my family members, okay most of them. I shall not say why but, seriously. ARRRGH.

Damn it. And I've beenb relunctant to blog as I'm lazy, and if I blog, it'll all be about my complains and crap. Damn, seriously give me a break. Seriously, it's bad enough if my family members aren't supportive, but it's sucks more when they just rub it in.

I'm currently SO damn down emotionally and spiritually. But all I could do is to feed myself with The Word of God. I guess that's the only way to save all this bullshit. I've been feeling so unhappy at home. I just need a break. Home is a place for me to relax and be happy, not to get all these shit although I can rest physically. I NEED EMOTIONAL REST TOO. I definitely need spiritual rest... Oh God... Save my soul.

Sorry for all these. Signing off at 12.12am

Shawn

[END]

Lady Gaga - Poker Face (Acoustic Live)

2009-08-03T21:33:00.002+08:00

Poker Face acoustic live version by Lady Gaga. Two words, simply awesome. Enjoy. =)

Signing off at 9.35pm
Shawn

[END]

Mr Big - To Be With You

2009-07-23T00:54:00.002+08:00

Mr Big - To Be With You

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Signing off at 12.57am
Shawn

[END]

JunE Finale.

2009-07-12T01:36:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. I just completed the June Finale video. It'll be screened in Youth Service tomorrow and I'll upload it on Facebook after screening in church.

Oh well, I had a long nap just now as I was really tired. So now I'm not really able to sleep and I have to wake up early for church tomorrow. Arrgh.

Anyway... I've been feeling weird this days. Perhaps I would call it the emotional phase. Things just feel funny... Okay maybe the spiritual side of my life hasn't been doing well. And now what I need in my life is peace, the peace from God... I feel kind of messed up, like not everything is in place or whatever.

I've been feeling very distracted by things around me. For example today afternoon, during my Youth Worship practice, besides the inability to play well for some stuff, I was very distracted. I really need the peace in me...

Alright, I guess that's all. Cya people and God bless.

Signing off at 1.45am
Shawn

[END]

I think I've some issues.

2009-07-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hey. I think I have some issues. I don't know why, but I've not been feeling very happy. Okay, I'm happy about my life, just, some parts of it. Okay wait, hmmm. I don't know what's wrong with me. So... Even I'm trying to find out, I don't know...

Okay, my mum just asked me who I was talking to in the toilet. That immidiately strucked me. I was like, "Oh yeah, who am I talking to." But in actual fact, I'm talking to myself. But that's nothing wrong, I always do that and I bet millions of people out there do there. It's just that, I don't know why, the way I answered my mum makes me sound crazy or something. So in conclusion, I think my mum thinks I'm mad now.

Okay sorry for all these nonsense. I don't know what's wrong with me now. Ok cya peeps.

Signing at off 11.47pm
Shawn

[END]

Boxing.

2009-07-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been blogging. Honestly I'm lazy, can't be bothered and I have got nothign exciting to blog. Lol, I know I've been saying that line for the past few entries, you can check my previous entries if you don't believe. Hah! But here I am, because I've got something interesting to share. =))

Well, apparently I had a couple of dreams last night, but I only remembered the last one. Actually I have dreams and nightmares quite often, which is a bad thing. =X Ok... Goes like this.

I dreamt that I kinda got into a fight with a guy. Firstly he is much bigger and taller than me. Like some American buff guy. I don't know why or how we got into a fight. But the thing that, it's a boxing fight. So from what I see, I think he's some trained boxer. So in my dream, I agreed to fight with him in the ring, with boxing rules.

Ok so, we started boxing. He is real quick and strong. He simply owned me. But the thing is that, the scene was at one of my old house, at Clover Crescent, a terrace in Bishan area. I woke up before the whole thing ended. I don't even know why I was fighting him, but the only thing I knew was that, I was angry, very angry actually.

Well, that dream made me reflect on myself. So why am I angry? Firstly I think I'm not someone that will express my anger out in the open, ok I'm not saying that I express anger at home. But I just keep it inside. Ok now to confess, I was feeling quite angry and upset the night before, with my family members though. But it's alright now... I think.

So, I really gotta look at these seriously man. Anger management? And honestly I've got some issues man. But I guess things will be ok. So yep, shall end here. Cya and God bless people!

Signing off at 7.10pm
Shawn

[End]

Break.

2009-06-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm currently facing some emotions crap. But at least things are still under control. But some stuff are just inevitable. But it's ok, I know the Lord is with it, though sometimes I forsake Him and disobey Him. But He's love endures forever. =) With all these, I'm rest assured that He's always there for me.

I'm currently having my term break, it's a 2 weeks break and I'm done with half. Currently I still have quite a lot of unfinished assignments, so it's time to do them man.

Recently I had shin splint (it's a leg injury at the shin). It's quite a old injury and I didn't bother about it until it started to bother me. So I went to my relative masseur to get some massage and treatment... Oh talking about it, I forget to take my medicine. Darn, it's seriously gross. But now because of it, I can't run for the next 4-5 days. But I could cycle or swim to substitute my cardio trainings... But one thing that troubles me is my track and field training... Hmmm. Currently my whole left leg feels very weak.

Yeah man. And about my emotions crap. I don't know man. I'll just leave it to God. And just relax and see how. Yeah. Alright, shall end now. Cya peeps!

Signing off at 10.20pm
Shawn

[End]

!!!!!!

2009-06-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

Damn. Today is just not the day for me. =( Actually it stared from yesterday night. Some shit happened. And today, even more craps. ARRGH. !^#*&@^*&@^$*

I currently have a lot of projects going on and I'm so disturbed and annoyed by all these craps. Arrgh. Sigh, nvm.

P.S. Reject unwanted and destructive criticisms in Jesus name. Amen.

Signing off at 2.30pm
Shawn

[END]

NIGHTMARE.

2009-05-30T11:16:00.002+08:00

Bad news. I injured my shoulder yesteday, the right deltoid, but I'm not really sure how I pull the muscle. It's around the upper part of my middle deltoid. It is causing my great discomfort, example I can't turn around when I sleep, and can't sleep on my right side of my shoulder, I even had difficulty brushing my teeth as I'm a right-handed and I have problems wearing my tee shirt. It is seriously painful. But now I could only rest and try to let it heal faster by putting ice or some muscle comfort cream.

But other than that, things are going quite well. Though school work and ICAs are really tough and stressful, but I still enjoy school. At least I feel that it pushes me to excel further and improve. But I give thanks to The Lord, for I know that He is my shield and refuge. He keeps me going on and on. I can do all things through Him who gives me strength. So I'm doing my best in performance in my studies and let Him do the rest. Glory to the Lord.

Anyway, I had a nightmare like just now or maybe last night. Haha. I have no idea what the heck happened and I kind of killed an old cleaner auntie with a few friends. BUT the thing is, it wasn't intentional, it was all an accident. But we were too scared to give ourselves in so we try to cover up. Then there's this inspecter or detective keep trying to get things out of us. STRESSFUL man... Hah well that's about it.

So people, please pray for my injury that it'll heal as soon as possible and pray for my performance in studies and pray for wisdom for me! =) God bless.

Signing off at 11.40am
Shawn

[END]

Disagreements in group works.

2009-05-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

I'm very upset right now. It's due to some reasons and I don't wanna it share openly.

Signing off at 11.44pm
Shawn

[END]

SBM Graduation Day.

2009-05-25T22:37:00.002+08:00

I do not have school today as my school School Of Business Management in NYP is having graduation day, so the year 1s and year 2s don't have to go to school. So today I went out with my mum to settle some bank stuff and head to the woodlands gym. I haven't been there for more than a month as I have been using my school's gym.

I went to meet Andy and some others for dinner. It was rather fun and refreshing to see my old WGS friends. Though 2 of them are in the same poly as me, we don't really spend time together or chat in school. So as we eat, we chatted about almost everything and anything under the sun. It is really a joy to be there and that kinda brighten up my day. =)

I'm currently feeling quite stressed as exams and many ICAs are coming. Honestly, the ICAs are freakin me out. Arrgh. But well, time to work hard... Yeah alright. Shall end now. Cya and God bless!

Signing off at 11.00pm
Shawn

P.S. His love endures forever.

[End]

His Love Endures Forever.

2009-05-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

I thank God for Marcus, Evelyn and Cynthia for their care and encouragement. Seriously, I thank God and His love endures forever. For now I could just let go and Let God take over all my troubles, unhappiness and whatever negative thoughts. But honestly I see all these as part of the end times, when all the disasters are coming be it physically, spiritually or emotionally. This is when the devil comes to disturb us and cause us discomfort. We could only be strong in faith and press on.

I have been facing quite a lot of trials and challenges this past few weeks. Initially I was facing physical problems, I had been feeling unwell and exhausted. This is also because of the sick and flu season, many people around me were unwell, and hence all the viruses just kept passing around. But I managed to catch up with sleep and got well. But now is the part emotion struggles. As I had said in my previous entry, I've been feeling quite discouraged and demoralised. But I know all these are the work of the devil, the devil keeps trying to attack me. But thank God that I'm okay now, because our Mighty God is victorious. Amen.

Thank God I'm feeling alright now, and I'm pressing on. But do continue to keep me in prayer guys. Thanks. Alright, time to go. Cya and God bless peeps. =)

P.S. His love endures forever.

Signing off at 11.57pm
Shawn

[END]

Discouraged.

2009-05-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging although I wanted to, I guess I'm just lazy and couldn't be bothered.. But there are things which run through my mind and I always wanted to blog about them.

Recently I've been feeling quite demoralised and discouraged. Be it looks, spiritually and performance in studies or even casually. But this morning, Uncle Mark shared about facing struggles and perseverance. It really strucked me. It is through the perseverance of the trails and challenges and when we get sharpen and trained.

And this leads me back to last Sunday's sermon in Youth Service by Pastor Ben. He shared about Champion. David was filled with boldness and faith when he challenged Golaith. Though people looked down on him, and he definitely faced a lot of disappointments and failures, but he endured through all those, and he succeed. One thing Pastor Ben said that had impacted greatly on me is that, "When a true champion faces defeats and failures, he stands up again."

These are what I'm facing now. Struggles in self esteem, discouragement, poor in performance. I'm also very disturbed by things and people around me. Example for today, I felt rather upset and disturbed by all the crisis my church and youth are facing. It's the declining of members. People had been leaving church and youth for some reasons. Although there's nothing much we could do but to pray and continue to invite friends, it is still sad and somewhat depressing to see all these.

I'm really disturbed. I took a nap just now, and as I woke up, I felt SO messed up. My mind is in a mess and felt so frustrated with things around. I began to medidate simple prayers to calm myself down... Seriously, this is a spirituall warfare with the evil one. It seems like I'm hanging on the losing edge, and still being bombarded heavily by the devil. Thing's are getting tough...

But during worship in Youth Service today, I saw a vision from God. I guess it's a assurance from God that He'll never forsake me. It's a vision of God offering his hand to help as I'm falling off the cliff. His love endures forever.

It's getting late and I'm not feeling sleepy at all. Perhaps I just don't feel like sleeping. I feel rather disturbed and upset actually... But it's alright, I shall end now.

"I reject all destructive criticisms from the evil one in Jesus name. Amen."

Signing off at 12.10am
Shawn

[End]

Gloomy.

2009-05-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hey sup people. Yeah, currently feeling quite moody and gloomy. But yeah, gonna sleep soon. I'm really shagged man. I had lessons from 9am to 5pm, then went to the gym to workout after class. Yeah...

Yeah man. Currently, I'm trying to get some softwares, like Adobe Premiere, Adobe Photoshop and any voice editing program. Yeah man. But my priority is Adobe Premiere, because I need to do some videos and I felt that the programs I have are not up to my expectations. Yeah...

Btw I think I've got some presentation practice to do tomorrow, but I haven't done any preparation. Arrgh. =( Well alright. Cya peeps.

Signing off at 11.30pm
Shawn

[END]

Monday blues.

2009-05-04T09:03:00.002+08:00

This is the start of the third week in school. I'm currently in class, waiting for my lesson to start... Yeah man. I have no idea why I'm feeling gloomy. Maybe because it's Monday? Or maybe I didn't sleep well? Or some other reasons...? Well. I don't know, maybe even all of the above. Haha yeah...

Oh btw, I just realised that we've gotta take our temperature in school, but I skipped it. =X Haha alright. Lesson is starting, shall end now. =)

Signing off at 9.07.am
Shawn

[END]

Water baptism.

2009-05-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Sup people. Yeah... It's getting late, should be sleeping soon. Like aftering blogging. =) Yep. Had a wonderful and fun day today, just that it's really tiring. Yeah. I got up really early, like 6.30am. Because I had to go church for worship practice. Yeah. Backup sang for combined service then went to East Coast Park to witness the Water Baptism. It's really a joyful occasion, and I'm so happy to see people growing deeper in The Lord.

After that I went to roller blade with a couple of people like Sarah, Mabel, Sam Sin, Actro, Gabriel, Serene, Jabez and Natalie. Haha yeah. Honestly, I'm really noob at blading and I almost died. So tiring! Lol. Worse than any work outs I do. Haha. Torture! Hahaha.

Yeah... I thank God for everything. For His promises and God really provides. But honestly, I've been struggling a lot with this evil inner side of me. It's really tough. But I just gotta press on. So friends, please keep me in prayer. Thank you. =))

Alright. I shall end now. Tired! Good night.

Signing off at 11.48am
Shawn

[END]

Insane dream.

2009-04-30T08:31:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. I just woke up, I had a really scary nightmare. I wrote it down the minute I woke up, in case I forgot.

Yeah. It's really scary. Ok, the scene is at a stadium and there were alot of people. Mostly spectators. But I was kinda joggin on the track... But that's when I realised there's a leopard on the track! I was wth. But not many people noticed. So, I jog away slowly so that the leopard would not notice me. The leopard was quite near me, let's say 50m away from me? Yeah, but there are some other people there too.

So I ran straight to the office to report to the officers. Once the officers heard it, they ran straight out of the office. But it was all too late, someone got attacked by the leopard. Then I was really scared. Then I ran back to the spectator area. Then suddenl, I realised there is a hyena-like animal right across me over the other side of the seats.

I was so scared, I was praying hard. Like why is this happening and I just pray to The Lord my Father for protection. But it was a really insane experience. Then after a few minutes. I glanced through the whole stadium, and I realised that there were more other ferocious wild animal in the stadium. And that's when a saw a few of those animals coming towards me, lets say 5 of them? They slowly moved towards me...

And forunately, that's when I woke up. Lol. Phew... This is really scary man... Madness. Haha. Alright. That's all, shall prepare for school now! =)

Signing off at 8.45am
Shawn

[END]

First entry with my new laptop!

2009-04-28T14:18:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps. It's been a long time since I've blogged. Yep, and this is my first entry with my new laptop! =D

Yeah... I'm currently in school, waiting for my friends as they went to apply for their laptop at the IT Roadshow. Haha yeah... Now I realised the fun of having a laptop and having wireless internet connection. I could surf the net and chill... Haha! =D

Yeah alright, nothing much also. Shall end now then!

Signing off at 2.31pm
Shawn

[End]

Blog close down for the time being.

2009-02-26T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps. Yeah, it's a long time since I blog. I don't know. I don't feel like. Sometimes, when I have something to say, or feel like blogging, when I open the browser and come to the posting page, either I'll forget what I wanna say, or I don't feel like blogging about it anymore.

Yeah. So since the blog is dead, I've decided to close it down for the time being. Yep, till furthur notice. Haha yeah. =) Take care peeps. =))

What is my true fear.

2009-02-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Death
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God provides.

2009-01-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

Hello people. Lol. I finally get myself to blog again. Serious, I'M LAZY and sometimes don't know what to blog about. Lol. Haha yes.

First of all, I just wanna thank Constance and Marcus. I don't know why, but I just wanna thank them. Maybe just from those tags, it encouraged me a lot. Thank you guys. =)

And actually, I felt that I need a mentor or something. Well, I think I need to have someone to be account on and I need someone to guide me so I could grow more in the spirit. Yeah.. =)

Haha yes... Thank God man. The Lord just provides. He provide me both financially, spiritually and I don't know? Everything man... =)) It's seriously a bessing, I've never recieved so much before. It's really awesome. So now I realised, we just gotta give our lives to God. Just, give EVERYTHING. All our worries, troubles, pain, joy, everything man. Just hand it up to the Lord. He'll take them all and guide us through everything although He don't seem to be there. Yeah..

Btw, I did word in cell yesterday. Honestly, I'm really noob at it. I haven't really done it before. Some more, the Sponge Head thing I'm doing is so chim. Lol. But well, I just get the central truth and just ask to Lord to lead me man. Yeah. My topic is about 'Truth', which Jesus is the Truth. Well, but I made it simple la, cuz I also had difficulty understanding the passage and stuff. Well hah yeah. =X But I thank God that He led me through and thank Joseph for helping me out too. Haha yeah...

Yeah. Everybody struggles with sins and stuff. For me, I struggle ALOT. But one thing I learnt is, we have to feed ourselves with the Word and stay firm. Because without the Word, our spirit is empty and that's when we are weak and vulnerable and when it comes to resisting the evil ones, it's really really TOUGH.

Alright people. Sometimes I'm also lazy, but. Just do it. =)) Oh alright, shall end now. Haha. =))

Signing off at 2.08pm
Shawn

[END]

Back after MIA-ing.

2009-01-15T01:37:00.003+08:00

Hey sup people. LOL. It's been some time since I blog. Well, maybe Constance's words hit me. Hahaha alright whatever. Since I'm free, and I've something to blog, so why not? =)

Haha yeah. Oh btw, Natalie Eng Shu Jun asked me to include her in my post. Yep, so here you go. =D

Lol. Ok. That was random. Hahah yeah. Alright people. Yeah man. I had been lazy and busy to blog. Maybe because I've been much more active on Facebook and it took away most of my time at home. Haha!

Yeah, I've been awesome these days. Feeling really good. But there's a period of time when I felt really messed up and tempted. As I realised, there are still bits of the evil spirit in me. Yeah, struggled quite a bit with it. But thank God for last Sunday's service. It's all God's perfect will. Yeah. So I asked Titus to accompany me to get prayer and deliverance from P. Mary. Yeah. Felt really free but weak after that. It was awesome. But now I gotta continue to testify God's word and stay strong.

One thing I'd always remember that Choby said to me, which is, NEVER EVER take a break or a vacation on the Word of God. I mean, it's really true and it helped me a lot. Whenever I took a break on the Word, maybe because of laziness and stuff. I feel vulnerable. Actually that's when the evil one will make the chance and strike on us. I've experienced it quite a few times, and I NEVER want that to happen again.

Ok, I took a lot of courage to write this. Because I know it might offend quite a lot of non-believers. But, I need to testify the Word of God. That is, I find life without God so meaningless. Like, what on earth are you gonna do in your life without God? Study and get good grades? Work really hard and earn big bucks? Get a hot husband or wife and start a happy family? IS THAT REALLY WHAT YOU WANT? And the worst part is, going to hell after death BECAUSE the person has no Jesus in him/her.

I mean, it's really wonderful in serve God. Seriously. I mean, I can NEVER feel so satisfied or so happy without God. God is a God of wonders. Ok lemme share a testimony about my O level results.

Yeah. I got recieved my O level results on monday. Well. I think it was awesome. As it was MUCH better than expected. But it's all by God's grace and favour. Seriously, I felt SO screwed up during the preparations, while gonna take the papers and while waiting for the results. I know that myself. Because I didn't had enough preparation. Although I did my best in the last min revisions and during the paper, but I know it's not enough. And honestly, I expected the best I could get was like 20 points.

But I always felt that God is trying to tell me to have faith, not do not worry. Because our God is a miraculous God, a God of wonder. =) Yeah, that's true. So yeah, I just kept praying and praying. Pray for a miracle. I could only pray and believe that God will work in me and would send me to somewhere He wants me to go. And there you go, my results. I was like, "WOW." Because it was such a miracle! God answered my prayers! AHHH. Lol.

Yeah. So from this, I really gotta learn to have faith and trust in the Lord. For He will bring me to a place He wants to, and let His will be done. =) Like now, I've some problems entering a course. But I just did my best and applied for the JPSAE, and leave the rest to God. If He wants me to enter, He will bring me into it. =))

But please, don't do nothing and expect God to give you everything. At least try our best uh? Haha yeah. So dudes and dudettes, just do your best and let God do the rest. =D

Alright, that's all for today. Cya and God bless peeps! =D

Signing off at 2.03am
Shawn

Yo sup peeps!

2008-12-29T12:24:00.001+08:00

Heyyy. Hahaha. Wow... This year is coming to an end. Well, this christmas is awesome for me. =D Well people. I'm so lazy to blog. Arrgh. Catch up with me on facebook ok? I'm kinda busy too. Haha!

Christmas is coming.

2008-12-21T00:49:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. I just got home from the Jurong young adult cell's christmas celebration. It's fun though, ate a lot. Hah.

But well, I kinda upset about some stuff. Well. Couple of reasons though. Yeah man... Christmas is coming... Finally a could have a wonderful time. But it's also a time that I need to reflect about this year as the year is ending. And I'm kinda down maybe because of this solemn feel I had for this christmas.

Things had been tough for me this year. Whether is it spiritually, relationship, studies or even with friends. But I could say it's an eventful year for me. Well well well. Sigh. Although I've solved some, like maybe relationship? And spiritually I'm rather stable now, but of cuz need to continue praying and keep up the faith and fire for God. Studies... I'm not sure man, kinda worried about my O's results. But I've got no choice since it's already done. So just gotta pray and have faith that God will give me a good result.

For friends... Well. Maybe this is the thing that upset me. Nono, I'm not comdemning anyone or whatever. Maybe it's my fault, I don't know? Well. Cuz due to my O's and perhaps cuz I kinda drifted away from God this year. And I also drift away from church and church peeps. But I've definitely got back with God and guess that I've been closer to church peeps.

But the thing which upset me is that, I felt... Man, I don't know if I wanna blog all these. Cuz blogs go public. Actually I wanna keep it to myself, but I'm afraid it'll get worse if I bottle up things. Cuz I ALWAYS like to keep things to myself. Whether I'm upset or whatever. Sigh. I don't know if it's a misunderstanding or what. But I think it's seriously hurting. For people who don't really know me, actually I'm very fragile and emotional inside. Oh crap whatever. I shan't continue. Alright cya peeps. =))

And and, if anybody thought that I'm trying to attract attention or whatsoever, PLEASE ok? I just wanna tell how I feel but I just don't have the courage ok?

Signing off at 1.05am
Shawn

[EMD]

Series of awesome events.

2008-12-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah man. I just came back from a haircut and bathed. Lol. Crap, my hair looks kinda noob. Cuz it's quite short. Damn, I didn't want it like this though. Just wanted to layer and trim. But heck la. =D Yeah, going to work later. Work starts at 7pm...

Btw I had loads of fun these days man. Mostly spent with church peeps. Haha. Monday went to zoo with Alex, Julian, Jabez, Serene, Joel Mo, Joel Siau, Ethel, Pavit. Haha. Initially, I didn't want to go to zoo. Cuz I thought that it was boring and it's expensive. But indeed it's expensive though. But it's ok la, once in a while. Actually the zoo is fun, but of course the people I went with are fun. =D

Yeah man, took loads of pictures. I'll upload them soon. Lol. I need to upload sooo many pictures man. =X I'll just pick some and upload. Hahaha. =D

Yeah man. Then went to gym on yesterday which is Tues with Alex. Haha yeah. After gym we supposed to go The Cathay to meet Ethel, Justin, Amanda and Brian for movie. But Alex and I went back to his house to get his specs first, we then cab down to The Cathay. But thank God man, the Lord really provided for me. Actually the cab fare was supposed to be 15 bucks, but the cab uncle discounted 3 bucks for us. Cuz Alex and I had been spending a lot these days, and God really provide for us. =D

Yep, we caught the movie "Nick and Norah's Indefinite Playlist". It's good though. I like it a lot. =D Alright man, shall end now. =))

Signing off at 3.30pm
Shawn

[END]

More fellowship.

2008-12-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hey people... Haha. Supposed to sleep soon, cuz I'm going to the zoo tomorrow! =DDD Yeah, I'll just do a quick one. And oh, I haven't upload the pics I took I friday during cell. But nvm, another time. =X Hahaha.

Ok. I worked yesterday, overall is was ok. BUT, I was starving during work man. Super hungry. Ate lunch at 2.30pm then didn't eat dinner cuz its too early for dinner as I've to report to work at 6pm. Lol. Then I tahan all the way till like 9pm+, then I really couldn't take it. But thanks to Wei Hao, he gave me a donut. It saved my life man. Lol. Then continued work till like about 12am, that's when we had some supper. Wooo, I chiong the siew mai like nuts man. Ate like 6-8 of them. Lol, and plus a small sushi roll. Haha yeah...

Then I finally had energy to work properly. So after that we had more stuff to eat. Yeah. And finally finished closing the cafe like at 1.30am. Then company's driver sent us home. Yay.

But the bad thing is that, I overslept. I supposed to have GNK today, but I woke up at 11am. Screwedd up man. So I rushed all the way to church, thanks to my parents, cuz they drove me. Yeah... So I managed to reached church at 11.45am. Both GNK and combined service are like already over? Holy crap. Felt damn pissed with myself initially, but slowly got better.

Yeah. After that stayed at church and hang out and then went to Marina Square for lunch and shop a little. After that I head to gym. Yeah alright, that's all. Gotta end now. Cya peeps! =))

Signing off at 1.08am
Shawn

[END]

Sgoon Cell comeback.

2008-12-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah, sorry. I supposed to blog this entry yesterday, but I was busy uploading pictures on facebook. Haha. Yeah. Well, I went to Serangoon cell yesterday. Lol. It was like ages since I've been there. Hahaha. But it's really fun there though. Had fellowship with people there. What's different from cell and service is that. Cell is more of bonding and fellowship. But service rocks too la! Hahaha. =D

Yeah. Joel and I was like spamming photo shoots. Lol. It's awesome. We took lots of random and funny pictures. Lol. Ethel, Constance and Eugenia were like with us doing all the funny stuff. Hahaha. Yeah man. I'll upload the photos again yeah? Kinda busy now. Gotta go out soon. Haha yep. Cya peeps! =DD God bless.

Signing off at 2pm
Shawn

[END]

Fellowship.

2008-12-10T00:19:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps. Haha. Didn't wanna blog initially, cuz I'm mega tired. Lol. Having a headache and feeling zombish now. Lol. I was just looking through some blogs and facebooking a little. Cool man. I remember I used to be quite close with church people. But now I seemed to be drifted apart from them, perhaps cuz of the lil time spent in church, and most time of my life in this year was spent in school. Well, I guess it's really time to catch up with many church mates.

Haha. I was looking through Eugenia's blog. Aww. Yeah man, I used to be very close with her and many other people, but now we don't seemed that close anymore. And yesterday I was looking through all the past letters and wishing cards. Aww man. It felt so heart warming, to see all these sweet and touching letters. Arrgh. It made me really wanna cherish all the friendship I had with church people and other friends.

I remember I used to go christmas shopping with church friends in during 2005 Dec holidays. It was awesome man. Arrhhh.. =( I really wanna get closer with many friends. Yeah man.

Yeah. I went to gym this afternoon with David, Alex, Jabex and Serene. Haha. They are were crazy and funny people. Haha. Wonderful fellowship though. Yeah. We took mrt together and they went to Newton to shop while I head to church for the Le Grande music practice. Haha yeah. Was super tired. And now, I'm SUPER SUPER tired. Yeah. Gonna sleep after this. So lastly I wanna say, I miss and love all my church friends. =))

Here are some more pictures from Salt Shakers camp. =)) Love you people.

Here are some classic old pictures of me and some church friends. =D They are taken quite long ago. Hahaha.

I seriously miss and love fellowship we used to have. Like the muthu curry and the crazy shoppings and also the awesome camps. =)) Can we rekindle the fire?

Signing off at 12.36am
Shawn

[END]

Salt Shakers Camp

2008-12-08T14:47:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps. Yeah man... Just got home from youth camp for quite awhile... Haha. Went to have lunch after camp with Jabez, Alex, Serene, Justin, Brian and Titus at the hawker nearby the campsite. Haha.

Yeah, the camp was great. Although the toilet is crap and the place isn't really clean. Cuz I kept feeling itchy. Lol. But overall is was good. Seriously the sermon was enriching. I learnt a lot about Daniel. And this camp was a break through for me. The first break through camp I had was during 2005, the R2ME2 Youth Camp. That camp brought me very very much deeper into God. And this camp, it broke the bondages I had for years. Those bondages had kept me away from God, though sometimes I felt better, but it comes back. It often made me very depressed and guilty. But the condemnation comes from Satan. It was suffering and painful when the evil spirit it's coming out. But once it's out, I felt so free and awesome. =D But, I know that the devil is gonna try to come back. Damn Satan and his evil lil plans. So I gotta keep myself strong spiritually and defend against it.

Yeah. This is also the first time I've encounter the evil spirit within bodies. It was quite frightening in the first place. But later God gave me the boldness and power, and I just went on to help and pray for people. And I believed that this encounters made me stronger spiritually and also able to enforce the spiritually strenght God gave me.

The games was fun too. But too bad I didn't bring my camera along to take some photos. Lol. I only used my camera on the last day while we were leaving the campsite. =X Haha. Yeah. And the skit was good. LOL. I acted as a woman. HOLY. Well, seriously it's sick though. Lol. But I believe all these group meetings and games, it bonded the group a lot. And I also get to know more people like the younger youths and some older youths which I've never really talked before. Haha yeah. But it was awesome la seriously. Thank God for this camp. =D

Alright, here are some photos I took while leaving the camp site and going for lunch. =D

Signing off at 3.37pm
Shawn

[END]

Hope - Lighthouse

2008-12-04T10:12:00.000+08:00

Hey dude, check out this beautiful song on my blog. It's already featured on my blog, and here are the lyrics. It's played by a Indie band called Hope, and title is Lighthouse. Yep. Check it out, it's really awesome. =)

I wanna sing
While the ocean sleeps
I wanna feel
what its like to be free
I wanna to see
what you see in me
I wanna know how it feels to believe

I feel lost somehow im drifting away
Was almost gone, you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and i'll help you find a way out
of here

I see the tide is comming
dont let it take you away from me
theres no way im jumping over
I know its your love that saved me

Cause I was lost
somehow im drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

So let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

I can see the light out
from a far away out
but its slowly drifting away from me

cause I was lost
somehow I'm drifting away
was almost gone
you brought me to life again

so let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here
let me be your lighthouse
and I'll help you find a way out of here

Signing off at 10.13am
Shawn

[END]

2nd day of work!

2008-12-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.. Haha. Just got back from work awhile ago... Work was fun today. Cuz I guess my area was a little busier than yesterday, so I have got more stuff to do. So it kinda seemed more fun. Lol. Actually, seeing the smiles on customers really feels satisfied. It's a joy to serve and seeing the customers happy. Haha. Yeah. I have been released early this past 2 days due to the lack of customers.

Yeah. Woke up at around 11am today and slacked a little and watch some tv. Haha. I recorded the Nonya show on channel 8 and watched it. Haha. Then I had lunch and head out to gym. Well, after gym went to Clarke Quay's Central and had my early dinner with Rui Jun and head to work. Haha yeah...

And guys, I'm going to Youth Camp! =DDD My manager approved my off on the camp days. Yay. Lol. Yeah... Hope be taking off on 5 to 9 Dec. Yep yep. Alright then, shall end now.

Signing off at 23.55pm
Shawn

[END]

Soft opening for A971 Cafe!

2008-12-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah, I'm really tired now, so I'm just gonna post a short one. =) Yeah man. Had training again yesterday which is Sat. Well, this blogskin doesn't show the time of my post, so I gotta put it myself so people would know what time did I post it. Like now is 1.30am, so it'll show as Monday. Lol. Anyway, had training from 12pm to 8am on Saturday. Well, it was ok... Improving more and more. =D

Yep. Went to church today... Yeah man, I really wanna go youth camp. Hopefully my manager would allow me to take off. So please pray for me that my manager would approve. And pray that I could take off on the days which I have to go for church practices and stuff. Haha yeah. =D

After church I went for lunch and to hangout with Mabel, Alex, Matthew, David and Joseph. Yeah, haven't been with them for quite sometime. Let's see.. 2 months? Yeah, crap man. Lol. Yep, we went to Plaza Singapura and looked around and went to Yamaha and messed around with instruments. =X Haha yeah. So I went to gym with Andy after that. Gymed till the gym close, which is 8am. Lol. Workout for 3 hours man. Lol. Yeah. So head back to Chong Pang, and got my new pair of contacts and went home.

So yep, that's all. So cya guys, and and, PLEASE pray for me. =D Haha yeah. Tomorrow would be the soft opening of the cafe I'm working in. It's A971 Cafe, it's a Jap Restaurant bar. Or more of a cafe style. Yeah whatever. Yep, so I shall end now.

Signing off at 1.34am
Shawn

[END]

Jap Restaurant!

2008-11-28T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Wassup. =D Haha. Sorry for the late entry, had been busy with work though... Yeah. Just started with my new job, working as a waiter at a Contemporary Jap Cuisine Cafe. It's the A971 Cafe. Haha yeah. Had been there for training since Wed, would be having the last training tomorrow. Yeah. I had been kinda lazy to blog or use the com because my training is from 10am to 6pm. And most of the time I reached home late, so I'll either slack at home or rest early.

Overall the training was alright. It's more of memory work of memorising the menu and bringing up a good service. Thehe people working there are quite nice, friendly though. They are mostly Japs and Caucasians. They are cool though! Hah. I've even learnt some basic Jap from there. =D

Yeah man. Tomorrow's training starts at 12pm, so could wake up slightly later. =D But sadly to say, I'm having a bad cough. It's really irritating especially when I'm working. It hindles me though. Lol. Anyway, my tagboard is kinda screwed up. Please tell me if it works again. Haha alright, shall end now. Cya! =D

Signing of at 10.49pm
Shawn

[END]

Insomnia.

2008-11-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah man... My insomnia is getting worse... Well, I went to bed yesterday at 3am. At first I was quite tired so I was happily lying down on the bed. Then, I opened my eyes and looked at my hp, it's already 6am. But I felt as if I haven't really slept. Maybe I did, but my mind is still active in that 3 hours. Holy. Then I tried to sleep again, but I cant. Ahh... Then I went out of bed and went to play com and stuff. And finally able to sleep at 8.30am. And I just woke up. Arrghh. This is getting worse.

Yeah. Actually I thought I've work today, but actually no. Because I've booked the slots too last min so I'm not in. Same for Thursday I guess. But it's alright, I'm starting my new job's training tomorrow. The only thing which bothers me is that it starts at 10am. I'm afraid my this insane sleeping hours would affect me. Damn. I seriously need help.

Yeah... While I was up at around 6am to 8am. I was editting my Prom Night pictures and watching some Youtube videos. Then I came across this talk by Barack Obama, US President. Well, he really impressed me. He speaks with lots of charisma and what he spoke really makes sense. Well, I hope he'll be a good president. =D

Yeah peeps, gotta go now. Going to the gym later. =)

Signing off at 4.10pm
Shawn

[END]

Payback time.

2008-11-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Yeah, today's my payday. So I went to withdraw money to return my bro because he lent it to me for my prom's clothes. Haha yeah. But! I realised I didn't get paid as much as I expected. I'm not sure why though, maybe they only pay till a certain date. Not sure, will check with them.

Yep yep yep. Hahaha. Going to church tomorrow morning, so shall end soon. But just wanna share with you some photos. Haha yeah.

Yeah. These are the things I won for being the Prom King. Lol. =X Yeah, it's a ring and a Orchard Hotel Afternoon Tea Voucher. Haha. Well, Mr Billy said that the ring isn't cheap. Err ok? Lol. Yep, and the voucher is for 2 and only available on monday to thursday. Hahaha. Alright then, I gotta end now man. It's getting late. Hah.

Signing off at 2.02am
Shawn

[END]

Prom photos.

2008-11-22T02:41:00.002+08:00

Holy! Woo! Finally finished posting the photos. I took like 2 hours ok... Arrgh damn it. Haha alright. I think most of the pics taken by my camera is kinda screwed up, I mean the quality. Well, I need to get a better cam. =( Haha. And btw, there are more pictures which I didn't post. I only posted those which I looked better, haha. =X So if you people had taken photo with me, but it isn't posted, you could find me for the photos. =D

PROM!

2008-11-20T03:43:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Woo... Just got back from Prom like about... 2 hours? Lol. Yeah. Prom is alright. The food isn't very filling but, it's still acceptable. Haha. Well. I became the Prom King kinda randomly? Well. Haha. Hmmm yeah. And the Prom Queen is Tabitha! Hahaha, I think it's because she's my partner that's why I could win. If just myself, no way. Lol. Yeah man. I had like 100+ pictures of prom. So dudes, find me if you want the pics. =D Yeah. Would be posting them another day... Too many pics to handle and it's getting late. Got work tomorrow though. Haha. Alright, cya peeps! =D

Signing off at 3.47am
Shawn

[END]

First OT.

2008-11-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Just got home for quite awhile from work. Haha. I'm like blogging with my mask on, gonna wash it off after this. Heh. Well. Worked OT today, work till like 1.30am. Then had supper then took the hotel's cab. Haha. Yeah, I'm getting more used to this work. Perhaps I got stronger too. Like my legs didn't felt that tired like the first day. Lol.

Yeah. I won't be working until Thursday. So tomorrow I'm going to the gym to workout then join Jovi and friends to shop at town. Then Wednesday is my Prom Night. Hah yeah.

And and. My blog is kinda screwed up. Like if I posted to 2 entries in a day, it just shows that I posted one. But it's ok, I'm gonna indicate that it's a different post. Haha yeah.

Signing off at 2.53am
Shawn

[END]

Chest ache!

2008-11-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah, heading for work in a few hours time. Haha. Well. Today's shift is 6pm to 11pm. =) Haha yeah. I have a back chest ache since yesterday night. I think it's the heart. Well. I have difficulty breathing, eating and many things. Even burping hurts. But today was better, but still a little. I guess tomorrow would be alright, if not I gotta check up. Because when I was younger, like primary school? I always have all these chest pains. I did went for check up and X-rays, but no problem. But my mum said some problems can't be detected. So, I don't know? Haha. I'll see how tomorrow. =)

Alright there. Ending now. Cya peeps! =)

Work!

2008-11-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup peeps. Haha. Yeah. Guess what's the pic about? Lol. Well. It's the staff entrance to my work place, Swiss Hotel. Yeah. Had been working there as banquet server for 2 days. Well, it's not too bad. But it's tiring though. Mainly it's straining on my knees and feet though. Haha. But will get used to it I think. Haha. =) Did some mistakes too. Like example today's wedding lunch, I accidentally poured Sprite on a guest. I was like, 'Holyshit'. Lol. I was panicking and I kept apologising. Haha. But she didn't seemed to accept my apology and even complained to the Manager about me. Arrgh. Lol. I was kinda stressed up after that though. But later just got called out to get reminded and stuff la. So nothing much after all. But now I really gotta learn from this mistake and be more careful in future. =X

Haha yeah. But if anybody have any new or better job lobangs, please share with me. =D Yeah man. It's getting late and I'm really tired. So cya peeps! =D

Cheers.

Work tomorrow. =)

2008-11-14T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. Yeah, just finished chatting with Jul. Haha. Well, I'm feeling kinda headache man. I guess it's after the long hours of playing DoTA or watching DoTA replays. Haha. Well. Tomorrow would be my first day working man. Heard from my friend it's kinda tiring. So may God bless me man. =D

Well... Prom is next wed, but I haven't got anything yet. =X Hmmm. Maybe could go take alook tomorrow afternoon before my work. Or maybe shop on sun after church. But I wanna gym on sun man. Lol. Let's see how. =)

Ahh. Honestly, I miss church people. Arrgh. Yeah. Must go to church this sun. Felt kinda lazy last week. =X Holy. Yeah, that's really really wrong. =X Yeah. I guess I'm beginning to get a bad habit of skipping church because I skipped it during my O's. So now it's over, I must go. =D

Btw here some videos for you guys. =)

It's a banned commercial on using of condoms.

A banned commercial of Durex.

Holy shit. It's hilarious.

A banned commercial on Axe Shower Gel.

Lol. It's a Levis commercial but banned in U.K.

Lol! A banned commercial on beer from Denmark.

Another banned commercial from Spain about photographs.

This is a banned commercial on Bill Clinton.

Lol! Holy crap. Banned commercial on condoms.

Wth? Banned racist SONY commercial.

Lol. Funny Pepsi ad.

END OF O LEVELS. =D

2008-11-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

Yo yo peeps, I'm back! =DDD Hahaha. Just bought KFC home to eat. Arrgh, fattening, damn. Lol. It's alright, I love to eat. =) Well, I finished my papers man! Had CLB P1 and P2 just now. Wow... It was insanely boring... The time passes sooooo slowly... Arrgh. I can't wait to finish and leave. Lol. Anyway, it's all over. Yay! =DDD

Yeah man. Btw lemme post some pics of my class and friends. =D

Holy, Arif humping Pin Pin.

Seong Yang and Rui Zhen.

Hohoho. Messin around in the chemistry lab. =X

Lol Shao Qi...

Ahh! Josh messin around with the distilled water.

Omg, what's Ming Hao gonna do to Joshua?

Lol Jovi.

Ahh, candid. And that's me, taken by Hidayah. =)

The emo man, Shawal.

Wahaha SQ!

Aww, look at how happy is Wei Qiang...

LOL Yikee..

Omg, Yikee and Carol... Hanky panky? =X

Wth. This look so obscene.

[END]

Last O's papers, CLB.

2008-11-12T12:33:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Haha. Today I'm having my last papers for O's which is CLB P1 & P2. Haha. Yeah. I just put on my uniform, getting ready and leaving soon. Haha. Yeah, I guess it'll be a long time before I put on the uniform again. Haha. But of course not retaining, but collection of results. Haha. =D Yeah man. My P2 ends at 4.45pm. Haha. Alright people. Nothing much. Shall blog more later. =D Cya peeps!

Cheers. =)

Science MCQ and CLB Listening!

2008-11-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Haha. Yeah. Had my Science (Physics & Chem) MCQ paper at 8am this morning. Haha. Well, kinda worried for it. Because I'm kinda careless. Guess I'll just get maybe around 30/40? =( Yeah, damn. Hah yep. So I rushed to my job interview after the paper, then had breakfast then went back to school for another paper at 2pm. Chinese B Listening. -_- Lol. It was alright... Just really tired, felt like sleeping man. Hah! Yep.

And just now Shao Qi came to my house to dota. Lol. Now my both com can dota. =D Lol. And and holy, btw I just found the Formula for Men. Lol. Its hilarious. Haha. Take a look at it. =D

New com!

2008-11-10T22:58:00.000+08:00

Yo yo people. =D Now I have a new com at home. Haha. Then my old one is moved to my desk. But I guess I'll be using my old com more, cuz I don't really like the new one. Can't get used to it. =X Haha. I prefer the old one la. =D Yeah man, my bro got a new LCD monitor for the old com. Hah. It's cool. Now both com got internet, and I'm gonna install WC3 on the my new com soon. =D

Hah yeah... Arrgh. I can't sleep. I have a paper tomorrow at 8am! Arrgh. So I gotta wake up around 6am. Omg. I better sleep soon. Hah. Ahh. Can't believe that the year is ending and I'm almost finished with my O's! (Although my O's haven't officially ended, but I'm already having the holiday mood. =X) Lol. Yeah. I'm having my Science (Physics & Chem) P1 at 8am and CLB Listening at 2pm. Haha yeah. Wish me all the best man. =D

Hah. And now... Presenting some of my mugging moments! =D

Ballon.

2008-11-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

New leather shoe.

2008-11-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah. Just got home and bathed. Went to gym in the afternoon with Andy and Yikee. Haha. Great workout though. And I'm feeling really shagged and tired now. Hah. I've bought a new leather shoes from Bata though. It's for my new job and perhaps for prom. Yeah... Btw my finger hurts, hurt it during gym. I was careless and accidentally let the weights slammed onto my finger. The nail part. Ouch. Haha yeah...

Ok! Shall end now! Cya! =D

God bless.

I got hired.

2008-11-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps. Yeah, I went to Swiss Hotel for a job interview for the banquet server. And I got hired. =) Went with a few friends la. Yeah, after that went to Vivo City to walk around. But I felt really really shagged and tired. I don't know why. Perhaps its the late night I have. So I went home, but feeling really really really tired on the way. It was hell on the way home. The MRT was so crowded and there's no seat. Arrgh. But thank God my mum came to fetch me home from Yishun MRT. Yeah. So now I need a black leather shoe for my job. Yeah. Gonna get it soon man. =)

Yeah yeah yeah... So guys, how's my new blogskin? I kinda like though, think it's nice. But just that... It seemed very mello and emo. Looking at it makes me depressed though. Lol. Well, don't know la. Haha. Btw I have some funny Ads, do enjoy them! =)

Japan Soccer Ad

Tefel Iron Ad

New blog skin!

2008-11-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Haha. Yay, finally had a new blogskin after so long. My old blogskin is faulty man... And btw btw, I have some problems with my archives. You guys try clicking it, see if it's alright. Or is it meant to be like that. Cuz its like showing my previous entries but in my old skin. Haha yeah yeah. Alright, getting late man!

CYA PEEPS! =D

Formula of Women.

2008-11-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

Hah. =X No offence girls, just found it interest so I posted it. I'm not trying to be sexist ok? Girls are awesome, so relax. =D

13 hours of sleep!

2008-11-05T09:40:00.000+08:00

Hey people wassup. Woo, slept of 13 hours. It indeed feel really really refreshing... Ahh, now its kinda time to relax man... =D Yeah, lemme reply some tags.

To Jul : Hey man. How are you? Long time no see. =X Lol. My O's is kinda done, so shall be coming this week. Haha. Felt kinda guilty for skipping for a month or so. Lol.

To Woman : Hey. Hah, no offence la... Just find it interest so I posted it. Relax yeah? =) Btw you are? Haha.

Yep yep yep... Had my SS paper on monday, then D&T paper yesterday. SS, was alright, did a very last min revision, but I think I can score alright for it. Lol. But for D&T... Hmmm, flunked I guess. Expected la, and its alright. Lol. Yeah. After the D&T paper yesterday, went to have lunch and then walk around to kinda find a job in CWP. We kinda applied for 1, but still not confirmed though.

Yeah... So these days I'll be looking for a job man. If anybody got any recommendations, please contact me! =D Yeah. So after that I went to Edwin's house with Jovi to slack a little, then I head to the gym. Yeah. Yesterday workout was awesome. My chest, back and legs are aching like nuts. Lol. Yeah, was really tired yesterday, so after bathe and dinner, boom, knocked out. =X Lol.

Haha yeah, alright that's all peeps. Cya!

God bless. =)

Data sheet.

2008-10-31T12:52:00.000+08:00

Btw guys, check this out. =)

Happy halloween

2008-10-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Wow, haven't blogged for some time. Arrgh, I really miss the times. Lol. As just now I was going through some of my friend's blog. I realised, especially JF, he could really blog man... =D Yeah, he's my role model now la, for blogging. Lol. Yeah. As I was gonna write my title for this post, I double clicked the box, and it showed many past titles I've use. Then I was like, wow. I realised I blogged so many emo stuff. =X Damn, Shawn, you're so emo. Lol, no la... Hahaha. I have my happy times too. =D

Well, I'm currently in the midst of my O's. I'm just left with a few papers like, Social Studies, Design & Technology, Science(Chem/Physics) Paper 1 and my Chinese Syllabus B papers. Yeah, after those I'll be totally free. And I'd be having my prom night like 1 week after the last paper. =D I haven't really went to shop for clothes though, real busy and lazy. =X

Yeah, gonna go to the gym soon. Gonna work some ass out man. Cuz I've got flabbier and fatter these days as I wasn't working out much. Screw the exams la. But it's alright, I'm gonna get them back, real soon. =D Yep, I'm gonna train intensively. Hah! Yeah, I'm gonna get a job during the hols too. Haha alright la, gtg now man. Cya peeps!

God bless!

*God is gracious*

2008-10-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. O's is getting nearer and nearer... The level of intensity is getting higher and higher. Ahh, pray for me guys... Yeah. I only had 3 hours of sleep yesterday, but everything was kinda smooth in school. At first I thought I was late, but actually school started on 7.45am today. Oops. Lol. Yeah... I stayed at school till 6pm. Well, was practicing maths. Sigh, somehow I think that I'm not able to make it due to my slow progress. But, nevertheless I'm still gonna do my believe and believe in God. Yeah, He'll make a way. =)

Ahh yes... Gonna go bathe then sleep soon. Really tired these days. =( Oh alright, cya peeps! =)

God bless! Cheers.

Baby socks!

2008-10-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

Ain't all these baby socks cute??! Lol. Yeah, just bored... Ahh, 2 weeks before O's... Holy. =(

Joy of the noobs.

2008-10-02T22:16:00.000+08:00

Ahh, I just got back from a long day in school. 7.45am to 9pm. Woo, more than 12 hours in school. But of course there are breaks in between la, and its not like solid 12 hours of study la. Slacked in between though. =X Yeah... Today was quite a fun day though. Because nowadays our time tables are changed, changed into a intensive one. Like all the subjects are 2-3 periods, no longer having 1 period. Yeah, so today I just had 4 different subjects and school curriculum is over. Then lunch time and stuff. Yep, so after lunch went to the library for self study and stuff like that. Yeah.

Today is fun la. Hah. We have physics night lessons in the library, but some of my classmates were just using the com and watching some Dota replays. Well, I did join in to watch the replays near the end because I'm really tired and I couldn't take it. Haha, so I was crappin around and slacking at then. =X Yeah, fool and crap around WQ and YK, those 2 dumbos. Lol. Well, its fun. We did many crazy stuff, YK fell into the bushes while we were going home! Haha... I also took a video of Josh giving a speech in class. Joker man... Yeah. I don't know if it's appropriate to post it. But, I shall see how. =)

Yeah man, gonna have school tomorrow. =) I would be swimming after that. Ahh yeah. Alright, O's coming man. Ok ending now, cya peeps!

God bless. =)

Mixed feelings.

2008-09-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Yeah. Just finished doing my history assignment. But I didn't complete everything though. Ahh yeah... Currently having mixed feelings... Well, I don't know. Today was a bad day for me. Had a bad morning today, contact lens broke, got late for school, couldn't concentrate during lesson, unable to focus in my work, did many mistakes in my work and feel really demoralised. Damn. I don't understand why. But things are kinda screwed up. Although I kept believing I can do it for this last lap and stuff like that, but the bad side kept coming up too. I felt that I'm not gonna make it and I won't be able to like complete what I have to in this 20 days. Shit. Arrgh...

Hmm. I don't know man, perhaps I just gotta pray and work harder. And, my mood is kinda getting swingish. I get easily offended, and that sucks. Well, I NEED TO RELAX. But, knowing about the shortage of time is killing me... Arrh. Alright man. Ending now... Cya peeps. =)

Cheers.

The last lap.

2008-09-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Didn't attend school today. Haha. Well, woke up around 11am. Relax a little then went to meet Andy. He taught me chemistry. Yeah. My chem is really... CMI man. It means "cannot make it". Lol. Yeah. We're supposed to go through the whole book, but due to time constrain, we only went like halfway. But not bad la. He just sort of go through the important parts and give me a better idea of stuff. The rest is still up to me to read and do my TYS. Yeah. Honestly, I was struggling to understand his teaching. It's not that his teaching is bad, in fact his teaching is really good. But it's just that I'm feeling tired which I don't know why. Maybe it's just that my brain isn't used to chemistry. Hah! Yep, I gotta do more man...

Yeah. It's really the last lap for me. I gotta hang on and chiong all the way man. Yeah. Currently would be concentrating on chemistry and e math. Yeah, I must overcome chemistry!!! Ahh. Lol. =)

Yeah... Tomorrow would be having some fun. ^^ It's my elder sis's birthday celebration tomorrow and she's having a chalet to celebrate it. It's gonna be cool la, and I'm going over there early to help out. BBQ too. ^^ Yeah... I'm currently having sore throat and cough, so better pray that I'll be well by tomorrow. =X Haha. Sigh. I'm kinda troubling about what can it be done in this 1 month. Time is getting lesser and lesser! So scary! O's! OMG...! Ah ok whatver. -_-

Yeah... Ok, shall end now. =) Ok, cya peeps! God bless. =)

Lou Salomez - William Shakespeare

2008-09-16T19:50:00.001+08:00

Wow. This is a song by a YouTuber. It's really good though. Enjoy. =)

Lou Salomez - William Shakespeare (Original)

Prelims ended.

2008-09-16T19:21:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Haven't really been updating about my life for around a week. Rather busy and even lazy to blog. =X Heh. Well, my prelims officially ended on mon. So I had marking day today, therefore no school! =D Yep. There's school tomorrow, I'm looking forward to it. =) I'm gonna get back my results man... Haha... After a short break, gotta get back to mugging mode. =) Yeah... Had been mugging quite a lot since last week. Like morning to evening or something or that. Yeah.

Oh btw, don't mind about that emo thingy in the previous post. It's kinda cute so I posted it. Lol. Yeah people. Oh oh oh! I've thought of changing my blogskin, cuz my current one is REALLY old and looked kinda dull. Yep. Help or advice of changing blogskin would be greatly appreciated! =)

Cheers! God bless. =)

2008-09-16T19:16:00.001+08:00

Lol. Found something cool and funny. Hah. =D

Sungha Jung

2008-09-15T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hey dudes, I've a feel awesome videos here. They are played by Sungha Jung. A real talented young South Korean boy. His awesome, enjoy. =)

More Than Words

Wake me up when September ends

Mission Impossible Theme Song

With or without you by U2

Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton

Somewhere only we know.

2008-09-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know [COVER]

2008-09-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

Kutless - Take Me In

Laura Michelle Kelly - Somewhere Only We Know [Keane cover] (Awesome!)

Switchfoot - Crazy In Love [Beyonce cover] (Lol.)

Flyleaf - All Around Me

Flyleaf's Interview (My favourite christian metal band!)

E maths!

2008-09-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Wassup. =) Yeah. I got home kinda late, like around 12am. Yeah, had a long day today man. Especially long e math day. Lol. Woke up around afternoon and rushed to school for my e math lesson. Packed lunch to eat in class too. Yeah... Had lessons till like 4.30pm. After that slacked a little and then went to the library to continue mugging for my e math. Yeah, I'm having a problem with my math man. It's like whenever I stopped my momentum, it's difficult for me to start again. Ahh. So Ms Chong advised me to do math everyday. Haha. Well, I'll try. =)

Yeah. After after doing for like 30 mins in the library, I moved to the macs which is also at Civics. Ate my dinner there and then continue mugging till like 11.15pm. Haha, had a few short breaks in between la. But well, overall it's still alright. But I was seriously drained after that. Mentally and physically. As when I'm that drained, my mood tend to get crapped up. Lol. Yeah. But well, nothing went wrong so it's alright. =)

Yep, shall end now people. Cya and God bless! =)

Juno!

2008-09-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hey people. Had a video to share with you. =) Ahh, I don't know why, doing some research on movies and characters. I'm feeling weird man, mixed feelings. It's like, I envy them man. They're like so young, or maybe my age, or slightly older, but they've made it so big. Yeah, that's simply awesome. And... Omg, I couldn't decribe my feelings man. It's kinda, weird. Haha. Those people are just awesome. Even their movies! They just, get me so into it! Omg. Indescibable feeling. Alright, shall end now. =) Enjoy the video, the song is like in my head. Lol.

Anyone Else But You - Michael Cera & Ellen Page (From Juno movie soundtrack)

Cheers.

Com going nuts!

2008-09-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hey wassup people. Arhh omg. My com is going nuts soon. It had been spoilt for a few days, only managed to use it like yesterday. But it's still very unstable, it might go off anytime. This is just crap man. Yeah. Had history remedial today. So went for lunch with Brenda and Cheng, had nasi lemak. My idea. ^^ Lol. Yep, then went to the library to slack a little. (For me la. Lol.) Yeah, then I went to the gym. =)

But it just sucks man. It rained very heavily. It totally spoilt my day. Cuz of that, I gotta take bus. BUT, it doesn't cover the whole trip, I still gotta walk a distance from the bus stop to the gym. Within that short distance, I still got drench. Sucks man. My shoes's like wet, it feels so uncomfortable. Yeah, so I didn't run today. The feeling of the shoe is just so yucky. Haha. So I went off after finish, but it's still raining. =( I was freezing man. So was really happy to reach home, more warmth at least. Haha. So after bathing and stuff, had my dinner, and I took a night nap as I was really tired. I woke up at around 10pm though. =)

Gonna have e math remedial tomorrow, but it's like 1pm. So I can wake up later. =D Yep. Oh btw, my lil sis is going Yunnan, China tomorrow. So good man. How I wish I could like go overseas? Ahh, screw O's. Lol. Alright people, shall end now. Cya!

God bless. =)